Friday, February 8, 2013

Confessions of a Party Pooper: Guest Post by Life on the SONny Side


Confessions of a Party Pooper
My groggy and bloggy ramblings from my 'Life on the SONny Side' can be found at www.lifeonthesonnyside.com

“Every party has a pooper. That’s why we invited you.” - Martin Short’s crazy character from Father of the Bride II

My name is Jen. I am a Party Pooper.

I wasn’t always like this.

As a girl, when sleepovers were a legitimate rite of passage and a game of truth or dare could make or break your middle school reputation, there was only one real rule: Don’t EVER fall asleep first. God Bless the unenviable little soul who let her eyes close before the other giggling monsters in the room. A hand slipped into a bowl of warm water was just the tip of the iceberg. Sharpie mustaches…having your hair tied in knots. All bets were off when it came to punishing the evening’s newly crowned ‘party pooper’. I did my best to protect my rep…and my hair…by staying awake as long as I could. For the most part, I was successful…save for a few penises that were artfully drawn on my forehead and cheeks.

In my twenties, I was rarely still out when the bartender shouted out “Last Call”. In this, my former life, the black pants that I wore several days a week were for dancing…and were not of the “yoga-variety” that I love so much now. While I wasn’t the last creature stumbling out of the bar at 2am, I still usually managed to have a grand enough time to get groped on the dance floor for the entirety of a Prince song and to lose my room key or ID at least twice. I typically fell into bed before all of the actual debauchery officially started.

I’m like one of those people who go to concerts and leave during the encore. I almost make it the end, but not quite. I like to party, but I’m more like the ticket-taker than than the actual rockstar.

Age has definitely made this all worse for me. I remember when 10pm was when I just started getting ready to go out. Now, I’m lucky if I see the first five minutes of The Daily Show before I begin to snore and drool.

If getting older was changing my routine to the early-bird special, motherhood has transformed me into a nun…and not the sassy Whoopi Goldberg kind either.

I had to attend five separate soirees this holiday season. Five. I am not exaggerating when I say that my little family and I were among the first to leave each and every one of these parties. Scowls and disappointed looks from relatives and friends followed us everywhere we went.

You see, I am the proud and exhausted owner of a fully functional toddler. He never settles or mellows. He knows nothing of “hanging out”. He doesn’t savor meals. He spits out the garlic potatoes that you’ve smashed by hand while he looks you in the eye. He’ll push the buttons on your Hallmark musical, animatronic commemorative Christmas Snoopy until the batteries melt from exhaustion…and you’ll think to yourself that if you hear that Peanuts theme song one more time, you’ll probably have to rip your ears right off of your head. He will pluck shiny bulbs with sentimental value off of your fancy tree and throw them at your dog.

He makes me chase him until my hair becomes limp, my make up is gone, and there’s not enough egg nog in the Tri-County area to make me want to stay one second longer. I can keep him under wraps without incident for an hour, no problem…sometimes even two if the stars have aligned on that particular day. But hour #3 is when all Hell begins to break loose and I’m certain that other guests begin to wonder if I’m utilizing a “Lord of the Flies”-inspired parenting style. I’m tired. And more importantly, I’m embarrassed that I have a difficult time stopping my 20-month old from covering all of your Pottery Barn treasures in powdered donut in two seconds flat. Because of all of this, I have become a World Class Party Pooper.

As most guests begin to pour themselves another glass of wine, I’m pretending that I haven’t been watching the clock for the duration. I’m quietly repacking our bags and slowly trying to say our goodbyes without attracting too much attention to ourselves. The blowhards in the room who forget what it’s like to be a prisoner of babies and bedtimes begin their obligatory guilt trips about how they never get to see us…that they can’t believe we’re leaving already…that he’ll be fine if we stay just a little longer. That last sentence is enough to make me wanna bust out a throat punch. Oh, will he?! Is it really possible that they forget what a full on bedtime meltdown looks and feels like. The answer is totally yes.

My festive spirit has officially flatlined and I shove his tiny little parts back into his gigantic snowsuit and then try to strap my human marshmallow back into his carseat. I find myself shouting and singing like an idiot at the top of my lungs to keep him awake until we get home. We rush the bedtime routine. I’m usually dripping with sweat at this point and begging to hear the click of the door to his room as I close it one last time. I flop onto my bed and glance at the clock expecting to see some outrageously late hour. Nope. 8:30pm. I am older now. I am a mom. I am pooped.

I know that eventually the tide will turn for us. My toddler will become a boy who will wreak a little less havoc. I’ll be able to stay for another glass of wine and not panic about whether he’s scaling someone’s china cabinet like a baby Godzilla. But until then I’m a super duper Party Pooper. It’s not a glamorous title, but it’s the sash I’m wearing right now. Please just put it in a doggie bag and send me on my way! Oh, and thanks for the wine! I needed that.

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9 comments:

  1. I just love this because I can SO relate. That sound you hear is the heads of all Moms bobbing up and down as they read this.

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  2. That is me all day long. By the time evening rolls around I am so exhausted that it requires colossal effort to push the down arrow in Pinterest. Couple that with toddler meltdown time is at that time as well - I'm ready to hide under the couch. Parties and toddlers that like to dance on the Princess House crystal ware...make poor bedfellows.

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  3. Just to give you 'hope', you will soon be able to stay later, as they get older....that is, if you WANT to! Otherwise, they're still the perfect excuse to leave...or not go at all!!

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  4. And then that "person" says "Well, just put them down in the back bedroom for a bit of a nap." and I'm all like "Oh sure! Do you have any animal tranquilizers?".

    I LOVED this and giggled (and got all achy) in sympathy the entire time!

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  5. You are certainly not alone in this! I think many toddler moms are in the same boat. We recently went to a holiday open house at our new neighbor's house and the staircases were lined with votive candles! I don't even have to tell you how afraid I was that if I blinked for a second he would be burning down their Restoration Hardware showroom home! Getting through a party is like a sprint and if we can leave before a full-on tantrum, then I feel victorious. So know that while the people with grown children or no children may not understand, there are a bunch of other mommies out there who are walking in your shoes!

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  6. This post had it all, Jen! Drool, Whoopi, marshmallows...love it. Karen heard my head nod with this post. It is extremely frustrating when people underplay how much work a toddler is. They got their karma with the hangovers right? I'm glad you are wise enough to know this is temporary.

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  7. My friends and I joke that going out before 10pm was damn near impossible AND lame in our pre-kid days. Now, if we're not out the door before 7pm, we won't go. Even an energy drink can't peel me off the couch once the sun goes down.

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  8. I just love this because I can SO relate. That sound you hear is the heads of all Moms bobbing up and down as they read this.
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